Away

This past weekend I went to Lake Tahoe with my two best friends (plus Q’s family) and it was a lot of fun. I snowboarded for the very first time (I’ve only ever skiied) and although I enjoyed it (minus the sore neck and dozens of bruises I incurred), I don’t really think it’s my cup of tea.

It was great to get away for a little bit, and I welcomed the change of scenery, but it didn’t help much to take my mind off of things. I wish I could disengage myself as easily as others can.

It’s a bit of a relief to be back, though—back home to my own personal space where I can be by myself. It’s solitude right now that I crave.

And I’m kind of tired of thinking and talking about it.